- -should have been a reason enuf reason for me to get my stuff and leave- -

grr ok so today started out alrite woke up fine got to skelw fine saw jessi walkin thru the caf. =D lol .. thenn 1st period i slept as always orchestra we got into our chamber groups n it was pretty fun but we relly gotta practice @ home .. our group has a cute song but the like worst ppl to put 2gether its me effie katy n vikki like whoa wtf lol but its all good .. 3rd was pretty funny i was like fukkin around w/ this stupid bitch it was hilarious .. 4th was alrite i mean we had a quiz but i didnt even kno that it was a quiz i thought it was just a worksheet lol that shows how much i listen .. lunch was well ok @ first i got the pizza puff which was mostly puff n like no pizza lol .. uhmm then tyler pissed me off askin wat i was doin this weekend n i already knew he wanted me to go w/ him n britney sumwhere n i dnt wanna go cuz i mena damm i am NOT over her .. n then hes always talkin bout how they always txtn each other n talkin on the fone n yea it like kills me inside but no ""its ok im FINE i dnt care @ all that this chikk that i dated for 4 months n im not over @ all my best friend is datin her n all likin her n shitt cuz i jst dnt let shitt get to me n i let it all pass by"" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .. i aint gonan tell him nuthin tho .. NEWAYZZ .. thenn durin the last like 7 min. me n vikki went by the gym class n talked to jessi =D that is always funn .. thenn @ gym we were pikin out our classes 4 nxt yr .. n i was txtn britney from missys fone i asked her bout the movies this weekend n she sed ""me tyler melissa ariel u n sum other ppl"" n i was like yea no1 wants me to go i doubt ima go n she was all ""no thast not tru ariel wants u to go n i do"" n AHHH its so fukkin stupid n idky but times like these i just wish i would have died wen i tried it lst yr .. yea well wat can i do i guess ima just b nice how i ALWAYS am n go just so tyler wnt feel wierd cuz he dnt like being alone so ill just go so he will go n then he will b happy n britney will b happy cuz hes goin n ariel would b happy cuz i went n evry1 will b happy but me .. as fukkin always .. but ""no thats ok cuz i just feel fine goin to the movies w/ the guy thats killin me inside the chikk i still like n am NOT over n my current gf"" .. AHH if we go ima take zach just cuz i trust that kid n i just want him to b there .. hes like lately been like a big brother .. i can tell him nething bout nething n hes always there to listen n he cares bout me n would like kik ne1s ass if ne guy like fukked me over n shitt .. hes relly kewl .. nehoo .. english class wasnt all that great but i almost pissed myself cuz joon is so fukkin retarded that i couldnt stop lafifn it was great n then bio was ok .. after skewl i stayed for sc n that was ok i mean i got to go thru magazines n i took sum pix of angelina jolie =D it was kewl .. then my daddy was home n he took me to starbucks n thats bout it .. idk i mite b able to go to the movies i think i will tho .. ill go to make ppl happy .. as always .. w/e .. wat can i do but all i kno is if we goin ima end up havin to go to the movies @ streets n then go to the mall but ima have to have a square ALONE or just me n zach n tey can wait for us or sumthin cuz i dnt relly wanna smoke w/ other ppl i just dnt like to .. w/e im out